I'm a useless, messed up girl somewhere in her twenties. At least in my fantasies. I'm really pretty boring outside of those. I fantasize a lot about food control, being starved by guys or being given an eating disorder. It's messed up and I know it. Also into fun things like orgasm denial, edging, brainwashing, misogyny and all that. Feel free to talk down to me, be rude, whatever, I probably deserve it for being so useless.
I'm also at a very healthy weight straight in the middle of the BMI range considered healthy for women, but I feel like I should at least make some effort to get down to the lower end of that. I sometimes force myself to eat disgusting food and blog about that here. At least that's the idea.
